Let God Be In Charge…

Another treatment done…k17394939… a few side effects…

cold to touch…

little nausea…

but, getting up and trying to do what he can…

He looks great…

The Doctor’s insisted on a genetic test…

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to see if there was a gene for cancer…

with brothers and sisters having this disease…

but, it came back negative to their surprise…

The boys are encouraged to get tests earlier and more often… k24014363

Bobby’s sisters came up from Georgia on Friday…

we had a wonderful visit…

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lots of hugging… kissing… and a few tears…

but…

lots of laughter!…k27866421

which is good for anyone!…

Leaving is always a little sad…

and in this case… harder…

Two of his sisters that came have already lost their husbands…

so… knowing how I feel… is known to them…

Our sleep pattern is erratic…k36584351

late…

getting up way too early…

restless….

and you wake to that sick feeling in your stomach…k30983586

Our promise to each other now… is to go back to our positive thinking…k29504020

getting out of the Lord’s way…

and letting HIM handle what we have  no control of…

We pray deeply… and speak to our Lord out loud…k17901457

We talk of everything…

and hold on to each other desperately at times…

I’m trying to get through just the normal tasks at hand…

we walk in circles at times…

We sit and find ourselves just staring into space…

our minds swirling…

I know you NEVER get everything settled as you would like…

our hummanism… gets in the way…

I thank you Father for the touch of your hands on me… lifting me up and whispering thoughts in my ears…

Keep us in your care Dear Lord…

and we will try to abide…

 

 

 

 

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3 thoughts on “Let God Be In Charge…

  1. if god is in charge… is he saying no right now?
    Pray for healing, but i will pray for good doctors and remission of the cancer.
    if you are willing to credit god with the healing, be willing to credit him with the cancer too. it’s consistent. having had family members with cancer, i will pray for you and your family regardless of the outcome.
    I apologize for being so forward.-KIA

  2. Pingback: What does a Christian say When God says “No”? | The Recovering Know It All

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