Tag Archive | Loneliness

Heartache of Change…

I have yet to get back in any kind if semblance to normal…

I think I am… but, when I think all of the time about decisions we have had to make…

when I can’t get myself in any kind of mode to try to help myself lose the weight I have gained these last months…

When I can’t make myself get out of the house… except when I have to…

It makes me wonder…

when will it happen!…

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I confess…

I miss my Doug so much…

YES!… I see him about 3 times a week…

but, it is not the same…

I hear the quietness in the house…

The feel of it…

I miss the sounds of him…

I probably even miss the bad days…

He seems well…

has a tale to tell usually of the other guys where he lives…

but, I also feel and hear the loneliness…

Doug is trying to decide if he wants to try to get an apartment…

Live on his own…

My being says NO!…

although I do understand that he wants “more” for his life…

maybe it will come…

Sometimes our small steps lead us to greater ones…

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and with thinking about the situation… and viewing the pros and cons…

Maybe the right decision will be made…

I explain some of the benefits of living where he is… and the many changes of living on your own…

Warmer weather and a few more months… may help us both…

Why is it that our minds know the right answers… but, our hearts hold the feelings k6003106 … emotions of pain… and heartache of change???

Dear Lord help guide us …

 

“Loneliness”

Gift…

I have been known to feel loneliness  at times… I don’t know how… because I’m actually never alone… Living with my husband and son… there is not much time for me to be alone… Probably, while I love blogging  so much… It is time for “me”   I read a blog the other day of how when we write… we  are learning about ourselves …So true!… I feel more acute to my wants, desires, needs and feelings than ever before… I actually don’t need to feel loneliness  ever… “Why?, you ask… because I have the Lord as my friend and companion constantly… As I have said, “You do need to talk to him!” Have Him know He is a part of your life!… and so I do… more and more.

“Loneliness”

Loneliness…a type of despair-

Listen to me!-

Does anyone care?-

Yes…I do believe “He”-

Cares for me.

“He” listens to my pain-

My sadness and my grief-

“He” gives me hope to sustain-

Also much relief-

Through the gift, of belief.

Belief in “Him”-

Who loves me so-

Keeping me from the rim-

Of darkness, so low-

Sorrow and woe!

If no one else sees-

The loneliness of old-

I tell you “He’s”

There… not being told-

“His” love is never cold!

It’s wonderfully warm-

Enveloping me-

Keeping me from harm-

Always just-

“He” feels it’s a must!

By: Marilyn Kay Griffin – July 8, 1983 – mkg